But there is also a real good chance I could die.
http://www.stltoday.com/news/local/metro/a-mass-killer-st-louis-heroin-deaths-hit-new-high/article_2fd6130c-3c35-524a-891e-e51eff2e40b4.html
I guess you must have an addictive personality to just risk everything for that one last high.